Dickson .

Dearest Dickson, i hope that you will understand how i feel especially when you sms me. Thank You For Being A Very Good Friend. I hope that i wouldn't forget you. Now of days, yea we are growing up and thus things are going into our way and getting busier. I feel so betrayed and dumb to have wait for you for 4 hours exactly just to chat with you. Unfortuanately, you will be going to another school. I hope that you will remember me.

I feel very sorry. Remember that time when i started smsing you?
Dickson: Heyy. Why you out of sudden sms me arhh?
Me: Cos i am unhappy.
Dickson: Oh. Y?
Me: My friend was angry and ignored me out of sudden.
Dickson: Don't worry.
Me:Tnx.
.... Soon,He started talking about me...
Dickson: Do you know that i have been crushing on you for 6 months?!?!
Me: o.O R u kidding?
Dickson: No! You are a very nice girl.
Me: Wth? wat so nice about me?
Dickson: Jus ... you r a nice girl ya.
Me: Oh...T.T
Dickson: Turn in early! Good Nitex . i lurve you.
Me: Stop it lurh. i wan to ...
Dickson:Puke is it? T.T
Me: yesh. NITEX!
Dickson:OK nitex. can i say the 3 letter word?
Me: no
Dickson: okok.

All this while, after being so hurt of Dominic's words and actions, N had met Dickson Wah. I felt that i had changed totally- being a much more happy-goal lucky girl. Thank You sooooo much. Obsess with you, my dearest friend.
I m returning to Paris soon then followed by Taiwan. Byebye. (:

wat is wrong with u?

Heyya. Seriously, wat is wrong with u? Ignoring me jus bcos of tis?! U asked for it anyway. U said u dun wan to reply mi back, it is fine with mi. But the Problem now is tat the reason bhind of y u r ignoring mi is not there. So when i ask u y are u ignoring mi, u cant ans it is bcos u r JEALOUS! no offence. Cant u b a little more open minded? Forgiving? U go church is jus to FLIRT around?! Tis is toooo much... U can dun go to church bcos u dun lyk or u dun haf the mood to go there. It is between u n Jesus relationship.

I dun wan to care so much le. Ltr u scold mi again. Bye forever.

Life

Life is filled with many things. But it is just depends on which perspective you are looking at.
Suicide is a PERMANENT solution to a TEMPORARY problem!
A* is not everything but life is.
Life always have up and downs it is only depends on how you handle it. But no matter what happen, God is always with us!
Keep Smiling! i m an average girl. And always encourages ppl to smile when they are down!

God Bless~

so wat m i huh?!

u Used mi?! i dun find tis a joke. i stayed up till the morning,12 am juz to hope tat u forgive mi n also wishing you a happy b'day. Tis is not called sincere?!?! Wtf. It is jus tat you are sooooooooo not appreciative tats y u said tat i m not sincere. I dun find tis funny cos you had played with my feelings n tat u hurt mi with some of ''yr'' words. U perposly ignore mi. U r a COWARD! cos you DONT dare to face the music! U tried to escape rite? i believed. Cant you jus get out of my life? TYVM if u r OUT of my life.

Feelings: When i typed tis, i felt regretful as i did not treasure you when you cared abt mi cos i really cant tell tat you loved mi.When i realised it, it was not tat late. but when confessed, i confirmed immediately. But when i started to treasure it, u left... Love is soooooo blind!!!!

PPL! you gotta Treasure yr FWENS esp. those who mean lots to you!

Some Ppl r juz tat UNAPPRECIATIVE!

U can ignore mi, i suffer is all tnx to you! i totally h8 u n stop sucking up my life. U tnx other ppl for wishing u happy b'day? i stayed up till the morning jus to apologise to u n wishing you a happy b'day... Though the fact is tat it is not my fault but i had taken the 1st step. You had not. Everytime, i m the one giving in but you did not. You haf short temper- i dun mind. you r proud- i dun care. But some words tat comes out from your mouth are jus too hurtful. I dun mind if i have a fwen lyk tis but tis time, u had gone overboard, eg: Not talking to mi for no reason. Why m i the one kept apologising n tolerating u? U tink it is fun? Its not! I can make you smile but sometimes you had taken things for granted which i dun lyk. Whenever i tried to change you, you turned/ shut yourself. U haf problems, i reached out my hand to help you. But when i needed help, you are the 1st one who will say '' I duno.''

To tis person: It is not worth hafing you as my fwen. Get out of my life.
You thought without you, my heart will break. But you are wrong! Without you, it makes my life so much easier! Thank God for letting mi realise wat a fwen you are, Loh Wei Jun!

I forgiven you each time, but you kept repeating the same mistake.
I tolerated you sometimes, but you kept hurting mi.
I'm SO NOT going to say SRY to you cos it is not worth!

I also wan to thank those GOOD BEST fwens tat i haf for asking mi to SMILE :DD You guys had really brighten my day ! i lurvee you (as a fwen).*duh*

Im sry ...

Should i feel happy sad or wat? tmr, 12 august is D_____'s b'day. Should i say happy b'day or i shouldn't? wat to do ppl?! apologise when i m not wrong, i duno y i m apologising to D______. =(

To my dear fwens, I noe tat I m the one who always make you Smile=) . Tnx For Your encouragements. Esp. Jia Xin. Tnx. U had always brighten my day! But pls dun forget mi although tis is d last year we being together. i heart all my fwens. Dun forget to smile n remember me always.
Loves,
Fwen.