@Saraniya

i m very sorry of what had happened today. I felt guilty enuf. sry ...

Confused Heart

My heart was really confused at this point of state. He haven't tell me his feelings yet. And today, my tone of talking was really bad as i was affected by Alex. Dickson asked me why today so cold. I didn't answered him. I seriously don't know what is eating us up. Something seem just not to be right. Give up then.
I really hope before I go back to Paris, he would have say something nicer. He kept calling me 'baby' for? -no idea in mind. Totally messed. As we are growing up, things change. So, we can't change the fact of who we are and what we become now.
I hope you understand it...

My dear classmates.

Today, I was feeling really down in school. Yea... a girl name Alex was breaking up my clinque. And she had managed to take away one of them. We were all very depressed. Thus, we cried. And i really hope that she will know her conscious of what she was doing. But, with my friends around, I strongly believed that we will be able to overcome this hardship. As long as we stay together, we won't be affected.
No matter how much Alex had done, each time when she had done something wrong, we forgave her. But after that, she made the mistakes over and over again.
~ forgive and forget.

Heart is confused

Today. My heart is very confused ... ever since 16 August 2010, Dickson n I had not been smsing each other. I felt confused. There are people who warn me when they 1st look at Dickson. They said that he looked like a play-boy. At first, i thought that it was a lie. But, until today, 1 Sept 2010 i just can't forget him... haiz... Life is sooooooooo bored without fwens .

Dickson .

Dearest Dickson, i hope that you will understand how i feel especially when you sms me. Thank You For Being A Very Good Friend. I hope that i wouldn't forget you. Now of days, yea we are growing up and thus things are going into our way and getting busier. I feel so betrayed and dumb to have wait for you for 4 hours exactly just to chat with you. Unfortuanately, you will be going to another school. I hope that you will remember me.

I feel very sorry. Remember that time when i started smsing you?
Dickson: Heyy. Why you out of sudden sms me arhh?
Me: Cos i am unhappy.
Dickson: Oh. Y?
Me: My friend was angry and ignored me out of sudden.
Dickson: Don't worry.
Me:Tnx.
.... Soon,He started talking about me...
Dickson: Do you know that i have been crushing on you for 6 months?!?!
Me: o.O R u kidding?
Dickson: No! You are a very nice girl.
Me: Wth? wat so nice about me?
Dickson: Jus ... you r a nice girl ya.
Me: Oh...T.T
Dickson: Turn in early! Good Nitex . i lurve you.
Me: Stop it lurh. i wan to ...
Dickson:Puke is it? T.T
Me: yesh. NITEX!
Dickson:OK nitex. can i say the 3 letter word?
Me: no
Dickson: okok.

All this while, after being so hurt of Dominic's words and actions, N had met Dickson Wah. I felt that i had changed totally- being a much more happy-goal lucky girl. Thank You sooooo much. Obsess with you, my dearest friend.
I m returning to Paris soon then followed by Taiwan. Byebye. (:

wat is wrong with u?

Heyya. Seriously, wat is wrong with u? Ignoring me jus bcos of tis?! U asked for it anyway. U said u dun wan to reply mi back, it is fine with mi. But the Problem now is tat the reason bhind of y u r ignoring mi is not there. So when i ask u y are u ignoring mi, u cant ans it is bcos u r JEALOUS! no offence. Cant u b a little more open minded? Forgiving? U go church is jus to FLIRT around?! Tis is toooo much... U can dun go to church bcos u dun lyk or u dun haf the mood to go there. It is between u n Jesus relationship.

I dun wan to care so much le. Ltr u scold mi again. Bye forever.

Life

Life is filled with many things. But it is just depends on which perspective you are looking at.
Suicide is a PERMANENT solution to a TEMPORARY problem!
A* is not everything but life is.
Life always have up and downs it is only depends on how you handle it. But no matter what happen, God is always with us!
Keep Smiling! i m an average girl. And always encourages ppl to smile when they are down!

God Bless~